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Those with lips like roses have the sharpest thorns

Jun. 5th, 2007 | 12:42 am
mood: frustratedfrustrated

    I'm kind of annoyed with my family lately. I can't go 5 minutes without Ryan or Mom or Dad or someone knocking on my door, not for any good reason, just so that I'll open my door, then Ryan wants to come inside for no reason, snoop around pretending like he wants to talk to me, expecting that he's going to find something or whatever, I don't even know, I'm not that interesting, he's probably going to come to the door now, I hear him making noise in his room. I can't go out of my room into the kitchen to get a drink (which 9 times out of 10 there's nothing there to drink because whenever there's something to drink it's gone within a day) without being teased by my sisters, or picked on by my brother, or being forced into an awkward conversation about the opposite sex with one of my parents.

    Whenever I come home (other than when I come home from work) I get asked at least twice where I was, then what I was doing, and with who, almost always in that order, and if it happens that I went to dinner or anywhere on the face of the earth and there was a girl present I get the "oooOOOoooo" as though I've got some girlfriend now, as if any girl I go to hang out with is my new potential girlfriend, I swear, my parents are the desperate ones, yet not a year and a half ago it was as if I wasn't even allowed to have a girlfriend.

    Sometimes I think my father suspects me of doing drugs, or smoking or whatever, just by the way he casually points things out or asks "random" questions, I've never done drugs, never smoked, never drank, I'm still a virgin, I am constantly turning down offers for all of those things...well....three of those things (._. )....But honestly, compared to 90% of the people I'm in contact with most every day I'm doing pretty well for myself.

    I don't lock myself in my room all day to cut myself off from all communication and look at porn all day, I lock myself in my room to get away from everything I just mentioned, where I don't have to be in contact with the people that, honestly, make me miserable.

    Go ahead and label me as your stereotypical teenager filled with angst and antisocialism, I don't care, I'm not some emo kid who smokes pot while cutting his wrist and whacking off to guro, I'm just someone who wants to be left to himself, no, I don't even want to be left in solitude, I just don't want to be teased, or annoyed or get the impression the my parents think I'm on drugs.

    Maybe my parents mean well, and that's good and all, but it's not working, just leave me alone. Don't ask what I'm doing all the time, I'm not doing anything wrong, and if I don't want to answer the doesn't mean I'm trying to hide something, maybe I don't want to answer because I know I'll just get teased, or questioned, or made fun of. Maybe I just don't feel like talking. I'm not doing anything wrong, so just leave me alone, I'm tired and just want to be left alone, is that too much to ask?

I just want to be left alone.

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Awww maaan

Mar. 27th, 2006 | 02:38 am

You Are 28% Happy

You're not miserable, but you could stand to be a lot happier.
Focus on what's right in the world, and you'll be happier than you ever thought possible.



I don't like liars and backstabbers. So in effect I don't like any of my managers. Great. I'm not going to bed it's too late because I have to open, why is this something I bring up, because I was promised that I would never have to open again because it deprived me of sleep in a way that would scare most people, and here I am, opening 5 days in the last 2 weeks, and not being happy about it.

On a lighter note I did get the raise I was promised/*required to have with promotion*....4 months ago....and I won't be seeing any of the $400 that I am missing as a result of not having the extra 60 cents an hour for 4 months. Ooops was that supposed to be a happy comment?

12 months the store has been open, we've gone through 6 GM's and around 90 something employees, that averages to a change in store staffing every 2 months ish. There are 4 employees that have been here within 1 month of store opening that are getting paid the same as n00bs who can't even get the job done right. This aggravates me.

I was told by Rich Ghalager (one of the GM's) I would be management within 2 weeks of my 18th birthday, 2 gm's later with the same promise by one I am still waiting, meanwhile the new jerk of a GM said I didn't seem like even redshirt material because I am lacking a great deal of motivation.

This is true. I have explained why.

I wake up every morning and say "I don't want to go to work today".

For obvious reasons.

Well I hope my update brightened someone's dark and dismal day.


....what happened to lj cut?

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Mar. 19th, 2006 | 02:17 am

Who was the last person that
1. You hung out with? Umm...Bob
2. Saw you cry? hmm...
3. Went to the movies with? Oh goodness I think China and Shannon accidentally lawl, I was going to go w/ Frank and them, but they couldn;t make it, and I saw the chicks and said "hey we're going to the same movie"
4. You went to the mall with? Julie
5. You went to dinner with? Ashley
6. You talked on the phone to? Alicia
7. Made you laugh, like really, really laugh? Jinxers the cat *laughs thinking about it*

Would you rather
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? nose
2. Be serious or be funny? sarcastic funny
3. Drink whole or skim milk? 1% cuz i think i'm fat ;p. Whole chocolate milk is da bomb
4. Die in a fire or drown? fire pzwnz drowning
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies? enemenies

Do you prefer
1. Flowers or candy? candie
2. Gray or black? black
3. Color or black and white photos? the black and white with things colored are cool
4. Lust or love? Love
5. Sunrise or sunset? Sunset
6. M&Ms or Skittles? M&Ms
7. Staying up late or waking up early? Staying up until I fall asleep (late)

Answer truthfully
1. Do you like anyone? yeah, I think so
2. Do they know it? no, I don;t think so
3. Sun or moon? wha? moon, I see more of it
4. Winter or Fall? winter
5. Left or right? both
6. 10 acquaintances or two best friends? Two best friends
7. Sunny or rainy days? Thunderstorms!
8. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? moose tracks
9. Vodka or Jack? mt dew

About you
1. What time is it? 2:24
2. First and middle name? Zachary Matthew
3. Nickname(s): Nii-chan, Kiba
4. What is your birth date? February
5. What do you want? mmm orange juice (at this hour?)
6. Where do you want to live? hmm carolina's or tennish sound cool
7. How many kids do you want? no more than 2
8. You want to get married? sure

Unique
1. Nervous habit: hand to mouth, sometimes biting fingernails
2. Are you double jointed: *wishes*
3. Can you roll your tongue? sometimes
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? *raises eyebrow* almost
5. Can you cross your eyes? heh ask me about my special eye talent
6. Do you make your bed daily? I sleep in it daily...

Random
1. Which shoe goes on first? either or
2. Ever thrown a shoe at someone? I think so
3. On the average, how much money do you carry? 0-240...ish

Other
1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? ...chopsticks...seriously, you should try it ^_^ Itadakimasu!!!
2. Have you ever eaten Spam? no.
3. Favorite ice cream: moose tracks
4. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinets? ...cereal?
5. What's your favorite beverage? Mountain Dew
6. Do you cook? hmm not really, i can if I have a reshpei

In the last month have you
1. Had a b/f or g/f?: *groans* no
2. Bought something: depends, I "buy" things every day
4. Sang: yeh
5. Been hugged: yeah
6. Felt stupid: ...derr
7. Missed someone: yeh
8. Gotten drunk: Never
9. Danced crazy: try in the past 12 hours
10. Gotten your hair cut: I think so
11. Cried: Yep...today in fact
12. Lied: neh...wait...oh, no
13. Snuck out of the house: nevah

That wasn't enough questions you all have let me down *disowns everyone* baka!

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10 questions

Mar. 19th, 2006 | 02:13 am

Ask me 10 questions.
Any questions you want.
Email them to me @ cienfuegos18@gmail.com
I'll reply...
...I'm bored...
...Really...
Please save me from boredom.

I tag...
...
Jana
Julie
Ryan
Becky
Libby
...

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Evasion is a common logical fallacy, which you have committed.

Feb. 26th, 2006 | 07:26 pm
mood: blahbleh
music: LJ updating music

I left at 10, I didn't get home until 7, man, I ran seriously like 7 errands back and forth from my sonic to 64, I felt like I was in a Legend of Zelda game or something...anywho so now I'm bored and am going to call Julie back becaus she had to go for 5 minutes for some unknown reason lol, this wasn't how I would've planned my last day of being a minor...oh well at least it was fun enough, and I was with friends...so that's really all that matters...hmm...I don;t think it's going to be as big a deal as everyone says...watch I'll like get in a car accident and die tonite and never reach 18...*sigh* that'd be great...

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Get along with me or else!

Feb. 25th, 2006 | 05:33 pm
mood: boredsomeone call me I'm bored
music: time to dance - panic! at the disco

the Questioner
Test finished!
you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX.


"I am affectionate and skeptical"



Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.


How to Get Along with Me



  • Be direct and clear.
  • Listen to me carefully.
  • Don't judge me for my anxiety.
  • Work things through with me.
  • Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
  • Laugh and make jokes with me.
  • Gently push me toward new experiences.
  • Try not to overreact to my overreacting.

What I Like About Being a Six



  • being committed and faithful to family and friends
  • being responsible and hardworking
  • being compassionate toward others
  • having intellect and wit
  • being a nonconformist
  • confronting danger bravely
  • being direct and assertive

What's Hard About Being a Six



  • the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
  • procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself
  • fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
  • exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
  • wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
  • being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations

Sixes as Children Often



  • are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn
  • are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
  • form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
  • look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel
  • are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent

Sixes as Parents



  • are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
  • are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
  • worry more than most that their children will get hurt
  • sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages



You liked the test? so please RATE it :-)

You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose CY

Would you rather have chosen:

  • AY (EIGHT)
  • BY (FOUR)
  • CX (TWO)
  • CZ (ONE)




  • My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


    free online dating free online dating
    You scored higher than 0% on ABC

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    You scored higher than 54% on XYZ
    Link: The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

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    oh...well ok then...*goes to do things that would be considered "evil"

    Feb. 24th, 2006 | 07:14 pm
    mood: stressed...evil?
    music: evil...theme....music...?

    You Are 78% Evil

    You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
    Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.

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    4 questions to make evolutionists actually think about what they are saying.

    Feb. 18th, 2006 | 03:11 pm

    There is an extremely hard task to overcome when debating with evolutionists, the (unnecessary) need to explain and argue things without using the bible, while it is proven that there is actually more faith involved with believing evolution, because everything they believe is just a bunch of assumptions based on inconclusive data that often contradicts itself, while creation (when dealing with christianity) has the entire bible that has been proven to in no way ever contradict itself, if you find yourself ever having to deal with references to the "101 bible contradictions" go to:This website


    How to make evolutionists squirmCollapse )

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    I haven't been around the internet in a while...at least not to more than 1 website

    Feb. 17th, 2006 | 07:17 pm

    <a href=http://www.narutomania.com/forums/showthread.php?t=34952>read this, you might find something useful.</a> 

    Note: it may take a few minutes...like 30...to set the stage I am (cienfuegos18) My partner in this debate is Juno (darkfire842) and we're debating against "evillaughkid" and "majin" (whose names I do not know). I joined this late, but have been carrying the creation/evolution debate mostly, and she's been taking care of the "bible contradictions". "Majin" did not join until much further in the debate, as predicted by Juno (darkfire) after I gave more of a fight than "EvilLaughKid" could carry, which we dub highly notable. This IS quite different then me joining late , 1). Because I was not part of the forum until it had begun and progressed 2). We have seen "majin" under the "currently viewing" roster, long before he stepped in. If you would like to take part in this debate (mainly because debates are just fun) for either side (I know which the majority would pick tho ;P). Please feel free, join under this link. http://www.narutomania.com/forums/index.php?referrerid=90241, it's just a referral link.

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    (no subject)

    Feb. 10th, 2006 | 11:46 pm

    Well, what more is there to say about my life, umm I dunno why I update...I'm still dizzy . But yeah so umm....la la...if anyone wants to do something call me 465-0665

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